Unexpected Journey

A Dream Came True..

2012-02-13T17:35:00.002+08:00

After searching for it, online...

And make a big fuss out of it in Facebook...

And dear Hanna Ali, I did bake it! Instead of using flour, butter and cheese, I use Malaysian money, car fuel and a car :DD

I can't describe the moment I walked into the shop and saw this cake behind a mirror... waiting for me to buy it... ITS JUST AWESOME! :') I can't remember the last time I smile this big LOL

Teacher's Day Video by United Soul 2007/11

2012-02-13T14:02:00.000+08:00

Instead of Studying..

2012-02-11T19:23:00.001+08:00

Puppy, you totally ruined my focus!

Shooting Stars

2012-02-10T22:39:00.001+08:00

I don't want to be close to you , because I am afraid to be the person that feels sad when you're gone, soon. And how much I hate to miss anyone.

LOL :)

Once Upon A Time..

2012-02-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

One Step Closer

2012-02-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

Life is like a roller coaster. It has its ups and downs.

If you lose today, doesn't mean that you will lose tomorrow. If you have your heart broken now, doesn't mean it won't heal over time. If you didn't get the person you love now, who knows someday, in the future, your very own unexpected prince charming will approach you on his very own white horse. It does sounds like fairy tales. But it's not a crime to dream. Don't be surprised that fairy tales do happen in some lives.

Never cry over spilt milk. Nothing can be done to what has happened in the past. When you can't change the past, and you feel really insecure about the future, take control of the present. Life is all about what you make of it. Take life as a learning process. So when you make mistakes, you don't have to think that your life is coming to an end. Nobody is perfect. But it won't hurt in trying to be one. Improve yourself. In any kinds of ways. The "nobody is perfect" quote is only for those who are afraid to go far. Whose been living in their safe zones. They say it to make themselves feel better but actually they feel so insecure.

Don't be afraid to face what life has to offer you. Enjoy the thrill. The thrill of the adventure is what makes it amazing :)

And I still shade tears..

2012-02-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

I miss my late grandfathers.. May Allah bless the two of them.

Dilemma Dalam Menjalani Sesuatu Perubahan

2012-02-08T14:31:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Content kali ini agak rojak sedikit bahasanya. Aku tak berapa pandai dalam penggunaan tatabahasa. Harap maaf ye. Heeee.

Okaylah,

Memang bukan senang untuk berubah. Lagi kuat semangat kita nak berubah, ada sahaja halangan yang suka hendak jatuhkan semula semangat itu. Itulah orang kata, Allah nak uji sama ada kita ini memang betul betul nak berubah atau tidak. Ada je orang yang menangis nangis apabila menghadiri ceramah agama tentang azab neraka, satu tanggisan itu kira insaf lah juga, sebab air mata tak keluar kalau kita tak takut. Tetapi malangnya, esok paginya dia tertinggal solat subuh. Betapa kuatnya hasutan syaitan -.- Semalam, punyalah tak henti henti air mata keluar, sehinggakan balik sahaja daripada ceramah itu, tak pernah pernah, terus pergi solat isya' dan tambah pula dengan solat tahajjud dan sebagainya, tetapi imannya kalah pada keesokkan paginya.

Tak rasa takut ke bila dengar perkara macam ini sudah menjadi satu kebiasaan pada umat Islam zaman sekarang?

Tiada siapa yang pernah tak terfikir untuk berubah. Lainlah kalau hati dia memang dah hitam legam macam arang batu. Even smokers kalau you tanya pun cakap mereka teringin nak berhenti merokok tau. Sebab mereka tahu kesan buruknya. Malangnya disebabkan oleh ketagihan, mereka tidak mampu berhenti. Tapi ada juga pihak yang mengatakan, tanpa azam yang kuat, apa apa pun tak boleh jadi. Allah SWT pun sudah berfirman, "Dan sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah nasib mereka sendiri."

Di situlah pelbagai cubaan muncul. Dan disitu jugalah kita perlu buktikan kat Allah SWT yang kita betul betul nak berubah. Memang bukan senang, tetapi tak semestinya ia sesuatu yang susah. Kita hanya perlu kuatkan iman, banyak berdoa supaya hati kita tak mudah terpesong.

Kalau kita fikirkan kembali, manusia ini lebih senang untuk membuat kemungkaran. Menambah dosa itu umpama kita makan nasi setiap hari. Senang betul kan. Tak payah fikir banyak banyak. Suap je lah! Rasa seronok lagi adalah. Tapi apabila hendak membuat sesuatu kebaikan untuk mendapatkan pahala, liat benar anggota badan ni. Solat lambat lambat. Keluar dengan kawan pergi sana sini, berhibur, rajin benar! Tapi bila diajak untuk pergi ke ceramah agama, semua macam "err heeeeeeee" kena fikir beribu ribu kali. Perkara begini jaranglah berlaku sekarang ini. Kenapa? Sebab manusia zaman sekarang mana ajak kawan kawan dia pergi ceramah agama atau majlis ilmiah pun! Tak tahu pun kalau ada. Sebab tak mencari, mana nak tahu nya. Movie baru keluar kat wayang, aware sahaja. "JOM TENGOK WAYANG! ADA MOVIE BARU KELUAR!" Pernah dengar orang cakap, "JOM PERGI MASJID BESI! ADA MAJLIS TILAWAH!"

Okaylah. Aku tak nak cakap banyak pasal benda ini. Aku pun mana pernah ajak kawan aku pergi majlis majlis sebegini. Tapi mengajak kawan tengok wayang, ada lah juga. Itulah yang aku perasan. Daripada tindak tanduk aku sendiri, dan yang aku perhatikan di sekeliling aku, remaja zaman sekarang, sedar tak sedar, makin rosak. Yang salah makin jadi yang betul pula. Yang memang betul pula diabaikan. Kita orang Islam, haruslah saling ingat mengingati. Biarlah seseorang itu kita kenal yang dahulunya tak lah baik mana, ada dating dating, tetapi tiba tiba kat facebook nak bagi nasihat agama pula. Bagi aku, baguslah itu. Kiranya dia ada kesedaran lah juga tu. Mungkin kerana dengan menjadikan status facebook sebagai tempat untuk memberi nasihat adalah selemah-lemah iman baginya. Janganlah you pergi comment, "Hek elehhh biar betul kau ni!" "Demam sawan ye kau ni?" =.= Sebaliknya, bagilah comment yang meniup semangatnya seperti, "Alhamdulillah" "terima kasih atas nasihat ini" or maybe "teruskan sikap ini ye!". Kan lagi sedap bunyi. Lagi semangat lah orang tu nak buat lagi ;)

Rasa rasanya ini saja lah yang aku mampu luahkan. Aku tak nak aku seorang je yang ambil iktibar, mari kita sama sama fikirkan dan mengambil iktibar. Ingat, kita ni adalah umat akhir zaman, jangan tunggu lama lama lagi untuk sedarkan diri. Kita tidak tahu bila Kiamat akan jadi. Kalau bagi yang sedang menunggu keputusan SPM macam aku, mungkin kita tidak sempat pun untuk mengetahui keputusan SPM kita. Anything can happen in a very short time! InsyaAllah kita selamat dunia dan akhirat :) Amin!

Malaysia Truly Asia

2012-02-07T20:14:00.001+08:00

Day 1 , So it took us more than two hours to reach Cameron highland due to the traffic congestion. A reminder to others, never go to Cameron Highland during public holidays. It sucks!

Our handsome Malaysian driver :)

Fresh strawberries from the farm :D

Mak was bargaining for cheap prices Hehe

Here we are, at Hotel De La Fern!

"The looks of the building worth the cost we have paid" Mak said

Sisters :)

Ayah is getting better at doing "PEACE" sign :P

Tired of looking for a place to eat

I don't know why he is so proud of Malaysia, in a sudden I mean LOL

What a great ambience :)

This is what happen when my sister and I got together Hahaha

It seems that we were the only two who were braved enough to go down there -.-

Others preferred to stay up here..

Can you see the light?? :D

My stomach suddenly hurts :( but I managed to smile though Haha

Day 2 , In the morning, we went for a little jogging. It was freaking cold! Thank god I wore my sweater. As we ran faster and faster, the wind felt colder and colder. That explains why we did not sweat at all.

Ayah's way of jogging: "We run then only we warm up" Great tips huh =.= LOL

Mak was enjoying her morning chocolate muffin, sempat lagi haha

Let me explain about my sister's pose. Well, if you look at the exit sign near any door, you'll understand :)

She was fascinated ^^

Bunga Raya! Our national flower :D

I don't understand what they were doing. Marching I guess. Hmm

My Malaysian superhero! Go Ayah!

Ohkaaaay -____________- LOL

Stopped by at a stall to fill our empty stomach

Now, breakfast time!

At a morning market, hmm nothing special. Just an ordinary morning market.

Mak was dissapointed to find nothing extraordinary. Hee

Jagung Mutiara :)

Buah yang dikacukkan, Guava + Apple = Guapple !

See? Traffic jam =.=

Giant fruit! Can't recall the name -.-

So expensive Heih

Purple Cauliflower!

Just some ordinary sweet potatoes.

Look at how they spell the workshop word. Hahaha

While at night.. we went to Steamboat & Snack Corner located beside our hotel. There were so many people nevertheless everything went quite smooth for us. Thanks to Kak Mahdiah for taking care of everything hahaha She even went to the kitchen to get the ladle :D

This is how it looks like in the end, MESSY :P

Fresh strawberry juice!

A cup of coffee. Without a handle =.=

Day 3, Hmm nothing much going on. So that's it for now, until I travel again. LOL

Cameron Highland Day 3

2012-02-06T11:54:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Im going home now. Goodbye Tanah Rata!

Cameron Highland Day 2

2012-02-05T18:08:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

I am currently updating from Scorner Centre, near Brinchang. We are resting for awhile since the traffic is looking so bad from here. If you look at the picture I have just posted in Facebook, you will see lots of cars moving very slow. Like my mom said, " Spoil my holiday! " True.

Anyway, this morning, as I told you yesterday, we had a little jog. It was awesome! The weather was awesomely cold! And I wasn't sweating at all. Another this was, im very proud of Ayah! He actually ran non-stop! I walked most of the time. And took pictures too. Hehe

All in all, we spent most of our time in the hotel room. My sister, Kak Mahdiah just arrived! Poor her, she had to take the bus all by herself. To make things worst, the bus's tyres broke down! Hahaha that's what we called, experience. Okay, gotta go. Looking forward for tomorrow! :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Cameron Highland Day 1

2012-02-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Greetings from Cameron Highland! My family and I just got here at around 2 in the afternoon. I was really excited about this short noticed holiday because I have never been to Cameron Highland for ages! So this feels like a whole new experience :) This time Ayah booked us two cool suites at De La Ferns Hotel. Alhamdulillah. Actually we don't usually Sleep in suites, except for last holiday at Bangkok, because it was cheaper, I think, so that is exceptional. This time, its just that we have planned it last minute so the cheap rooms are all booked! That's why ladies and gentleman, if you want to go for the cheaper rooms, better plan your holiday earlier ;)

Anyway, today we went to visit the famous Cameron Highland Tea Farm. My sister, Munirah and I were a little overwhelmed with joy. I think we were the only one who got so excited to pose around for the camera. Hahaha The embience was really amazing with all the green colors from the tea leaves and baby blue from the skies above, hmmmmmmm nothing gets any better with the blown of the cool wind around your face as you breathe :)

I wish I could post few pictures using this iPad but sadly I am not be able to do that. Have to wait till I get home, which will be on Monday! Tomorrow morning, all of us will have a quick morning jog around this area. My dad said he was planning to take us to a garden just down the road. Hmm I hope it won't be too far because I'm currently having my ehem on. Hehe

Till then, assalamualaikum! With a smile :)

The KTMB, Its Time To Speak Out!

2012-02-03T11:45:00.001+08:00

Choo choo !

Heres about something that I have been keen to talk about, THE KTMB.

I have been using the KTM service for a really quite long time, since I was in my primary school. And to my dismay, until now, the service is still as terrible as 10 years before! Usually when we mention about public transports, it suppose to be, reliable, prevent people from having to waste time on traffic congestion, and facilitate office workers to reach their workplaces on time. Unfortunately, for KTM, everything is far from that pros.

They actually make us wait for half an hour for the next train. If it is always for 30 minutes, I can be patient with it, however, the trains usually are delayed up to 10 minutes! In this globalization, that cannot be approved. Don't they feel ashamed of themselves having to delay the trains for such few times? Like most people would say, "Janji melayu" No wonder it "janji melayu", well look at the name! Keretapi Tanah Melayu. Made sense? Hahaha Anyway, we can do lots of stuffs in that 30 minutes and just to wait for a train that we might or might not get the chance to board onto, is not worth it.

Another thing is, when the train arrived late at the station like it supposed to, the number of passengers waiting will increase! When there are so many people, what do you expect to happen? Everyone will push each other and scramble into the coaches. Won't this situation hurt someone? What happen when someone that is weak is being pushed by someone that is stronger and bigger? What happen if she or he falls or maybe have her or his leg stuck between the train and platform? Isn't that just a nightmare to imagine? We cannot blame them for trying to get to their destinations on time, maybe some of them are on emergency cases like relatives are in the hospital and to be worst, are dying soon. You don't expect them to write on their foreheads so that the others would give priority for them to board the train. Even if they say it out loud, who would listen? Everyone is catching on something too! Maybe if it isn't for hospital cases, it can be a vital meeting which might cause one to get promoted to a higher position!

Look at how small things give such adverse effects.

So what they should do now? Build more and more trains! The number of people is increasing! I don't see how you can build a gigantic luxurious castle in just a short time when you can't even build more coaches for the train. We are not asking for some sophisticated trains like they have in Japan instead we are only asking for it to be more convenient and efficient! You care more for someone that all he does is eat, sleep, sign documents, and inaugurate the ambassadors. He doesn't even go out that much but you build four big roads, if Im not mistaken, that are only used for several times and most of the time only used by the tourism buses. Whereas the trains, people use it every seconds, every minutes, every hours, everyday! What happen to "Rakyat didahulukan, pencapaian diutamakan" ? Now lets just focus on the KTM service. Its a shame not to take any kinds of responsibilities on this matter because I know that I am not the only one who is complaining about it, there are lots of people out there too.

Im tired of watching people pushing each other just to get on board. I hate to hear people shouting

"TOLAK TOLAAAAAAAK"

"DAH TAK BOLEH DAH KAK!"

"TUNGGU NEXT TRAIN LAH!

"JANGANLAH TOLAK!"

"MASUKLAH DALAM!"

Its not something nice to hear everyday. I really really hope that the authorities will take actions for the people's benefits.

The One That Got Away

2012-02-03T10:37:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

So as you know, I have finished my class at British Council. Yesterday was my last day and even though Im happy about it because I don't have to wake up super early to catch the non-reliable train, yet I feel sad. I did ask a few of them to write some wishes in my book and when I read what they have written, I feel, sighhh I wish that I can be in the class with them again :( Im missing you already Akmaral, Reza,Mo and Selvam. However, my last day had also been cheered up by someone, Miss Helen! :D Last Saturday I gave her one of the essays I did and yesterday I received it, with good comments on it! I was overwhelmed with happiness! Somewhere, somehow, it gave me the confidence to do the exam on this February 18th *Wink!* For the first time, I only had few mistakes on grammar and my messages and points were said to be well given and shown :D Compare to last time, my essays were overwhelmed with lots of mistakes which made me feel down :( Thank you thank you and thank you so much for the knowledge you gave :)

InsyaAllah, I will get band 7 and above!

Mudah mudahan Allah memudahkan segala urusanku..

Tarapapapa~ Im lovin' it!

2012-02-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

A birthday for Razin Rahimi LOL

Hello Miss February!

2012-02-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

Look at the title and you will get the idea on what I am going to talk about! As you can see, February is actually my favorite month of all ^^ Not only because my birthday is on this month, ha ha ha, but also because its an extraordinary month of all :D Tell me, are there any other months that have less than 30 days? No right? Well, isn't that make February a really special month? Ha ha ha Anyway, look at how fast the time flies! Not long after this, I am going to receive my SPM result! Which is on March. You'll say its a month from now. But doesn't a month seems too short for you? It is short, really.

Since I got into boarding school, I have learnt to appreciate the time. Even an hour seems extremely fast nowadays. Before this, if you had to attend an hour club meeting, it sounded so long, and all you want to do is skipped it.

It's different now. I don't even think a two hours is long enough to have a netball practice. Well, you will need at least half an hour to warm yourself up before starts to throw balls. Then how much time left? One hour and a half. Just to give instructions or maybe a short brief will take as long as 10 minutes. My point is, you won't even notice the training has been going on for two hours.

So yes, ladies and gentleman, learn to appreciate time. Do as many good deeds as you can. If you have not been that good to Allah SWT, then don't wait for long to turn your back off him and ask for His forgiveness. Allah SWT is generous with forgiveness :)

Not to forget, enjoy more time with your family especially for teenagers because from what I can see, teenagers nowadays, prefer to enjoy more time with their friends rather than their family. And I used to be one of them too though Ha ha ha so I understand how it feels. However, as I get older, I experience something that makes me feel even happier to hang around my family compare to my friends. Don't have to mention that I don't have to take out a cent from my wallet :P Friends are great to hang out with too, but if you have to choose, family comes first!

All in all, I pray the this month will be better then months before. InsyaAllah, Amin ^^

and like one of my friends, Tya, said, :

Mudah-mudahan Allah tak menguji saya lebih daripada kemampuan saya.

Last of January 2012

2012-01-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

Second last day at British Council

Today we did a lot on reading task. It was a bit challenging because the questions can be a little tricky and confusing. Nevertheless, I still managed to get most of them correct! *Wink!*

I never know whats the chinese guy's name. He's never that friendly to talk to :/

Nabhan from Labuan and Selvam from Mumbai. Best friends for ever LOL

Starts from the left: Akmaral, Me, Nabhan, Reza and Oh dang, I don't know his name =.=

Meshmoore, I think. She's from Iran and The woman on the right is from Mongolia. Can't recall her name either. Hee!

Obviously, ME!

Ki something something hahaha from Korea :)

I was fascinated by the F1 car :D

Credits to Nabhan, the camera's owner.

Hungry, My Current Vocabulary

2012-01-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone.

Today, so far, is the best day, yet :)

Why? I am not really sure but I think its because of two of my friends from British Council, Reza and Mo, well, they were really goofy today. And not to forget, Alireza, I think. Everytime we had to discuss about something, they will give nonsense answers but actually made sense, how is that possible? Hahaha But they made it possible though. To me, I think I talked louder and laughed even harder today. Especially when we had to talk about AGREE OR DISAGREE topics, dang that was superb fun! Sometimes, when I started to talk about my points, he suddenly changed his mind and straightaway says, "I think I agree with you!", but he was disagreeing the topic like a few seconds ago! Hahaha

Seriously, since I got into British Council, I coincidentally got to talk to strangers which most of them were foreigners. Some of them were from Pakistan, Kazakhstan, Australia, Korea and even China! Usually it started by helping them buy the LRT tickets, or show them how to get to their destinations. Its really fun. This is what had got me thinking. I love to work with people from other countries. Does that means I like to be involved in business? But I am not good in doing business! Even during my high school days, when my dad asked me to sell fish crackers that he bought from Kelantan. Every time my friends asked me to sell to them at low prices, I just can't resist their persuasions and in the end because I felt sorry for them, I sold to them with cheaper prices. My dad is definitely going to kill me! Hahaha Yes, I never been that good at it.

Sooooooo anyway, actually I had written a longer words for this post but the internet at British Council ruined it. I am so not in the mood to write everything all over again, so this is just a quick brief about it!

I was superb hungry that time. That explains why my title is HUNGRY :)

Take care!

Selamat Hari Jadi Jobot!

2012-01-30T19:48:00.002+08:00

Have A Break!

2012-01-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

Have an ice cream :D

Okay it already melts. A lesson learned, never buy a cheap ice cream. -.-

New Friend-O

2012-01-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

His 28th Birthday!

2012-01-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

To be honest, I kind of forgot about today, and yeah I feel bad about it :/ Basically, we just threw a special dinner for him including desserts! The sisters made a brownie and custard cocktail :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG AMAN !

May Allah bless you and your married life.

After few minutes...

After another few minutes...

Here comes the brownie !

DECIDED!

2012-01-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

Im not continuing my class in British Council. From now on, I am just going to prepare by myself, and with all the knowledge I have now.

Mudah mudahan Allah memudahkan segala urusan ku, Amin :)

Hit the Lights!

2012-01-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Finally I got to squeeze some times to write something on my blog. Thanks to the internet provided in British Council. Enough posting pictures, it is time for words!

Anyway, today I received a letter asking whether I want to continue my class here or stop. It's a little dilemma for me just by looking at the figures that I needed to pay if I'm continuing. I have planned with two of my classmates, Nabhan and Sulvam to take the exam together, and maybe have study group discussions within the next two weeks. Unfortunately, Nabhan had to go back to Labuan before March because he has to get things ready for Tasmania, Australia where he is going to further his study in engineering. He's lucky though :) Anyway, I had persuade them to postpone the exam date since they planned to take it on February 8 so that we could do some last minute preparations together. You guys might be thinking why I am making such a big fuss out of something that is so simple, well, this involves lots of money and I am not getting into any university yet, so it is something that I should be thinking wisely. I am not wasting anyone's money. I hope Allah will help me decide and hopefully I will make the best decision. IELTS, why are you so hard? If you're easy, I would have taken the exam sooner. Sooner the better.

Our Breakfast!

2012-01-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

Since everyone was on their holiday, we thought it would be nice to have a nice american breakfast. Its easy to prepare, really. My mom only need to make the pancakes and boil the eggs. Others were ready made. Don't have to mention about the tea, obviously -.- Haha Anyway, in todays globalisation, I suggest we start consuming a healthier meal and not just some junk foods or fast foods from the multinational stores. Walaweh, mentang2 lah hari ini buat essay pasal multinational products LOL Yes, and please, reduce taking oily foods for breakfast, if its for your brunch, then okay. But oily foods in the morning? You just got your oesophagus and stomach cleaned the night when you were sleeping and you are just going to "pour" them with oil? Okay, that is just a little exaggerate Hahaha but that is what I am imagining.

A healthy brain comes from healthy foods!

My Favorite Malaysian Fitter Snack!

2012-01-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

Simply delicious :)

23 & 24

2012-01-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

COMING SOON !

I-CITY & BUKIT CERAKAH

Saturday Morning Jog

2012-01-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

Venue : Taman Tasik Perdana

Hope that we could continue this routine forever and evahhh HAHA

Last Friday Day

2012-01-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

It has been a week since I joined British Council. And I already made some new foreigner friends. Last Friday was our last day of class before Chinese New Year Holiday, it was a bit sad actually since we had so much fun this whole week learning English together. Although Nabhan, and the other guy name, hmm can't recall, Oops! and I were the youngest, they still treated us as if we were around their ages! It felt nice, really :) I even received chocolates from them, Hahaha

One of them named Mo, is a Russian guy. He is studying profession in Math. If you look at his body, you might be scared of him, he has such big arms! But despite the physical appearance, he is actually a very friendly and nice man. He likes to smile and loves to talk about world history! Whenever we talk about a place in the world, for example, Mongolia, he will start to talk about the history of Mongolia. He has quite lots of knowledge about world history. At first I thought he took profession in History field -.- He even admitted that he loves history. Well, that's the first!

Besides that, he loves and just loves to get on my nerves. Well, maybe that's because I am the youngest. Last time, when I did not do my homework, he threaten me to report it to Miss Mujahida. But last friday, he did not do the homework given by Miss Helen, he asked with a BIG smile, "Ismah, do you finish yesterday's homework? Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" I was like, "Oh Im so going to tell Miss Helen!" Then he giggled and made a puppy eyed look =.= The face made me laugh so hard actually LOL so I ended up giving my book to him so that he can copied it.

When we were having our break, he gave me a mint sweet like mentos.

"Here, you want Ismah?"

"Is it cold?"

"No, its hot! I feel so hot when I eat it!"

"-_______________________-" *others laughing

"I was just saying the opposite hehehehe"

"Okay, fine, thank you!"

"welcome"

"MO IT SO COLDDDDDDD !"

*Mo laughing hard

Another thing that I am happy about was when they started to ask me about why am I taking the IELTS exam and what I want to be in the future. When I said that I want to teach English in the future, they all started to say at once, " TEACHER ISMAH! " and everyone was laughing to each other. Hahaha Then one of the Iran man said, " Four years after this we might be calling you Teacher Ismah! :)" Aww I like that. I felt like as if they support me in being a teacher although their occupations are bigger than that. I felt so small. One of them is an architecture, another one is an engineering, medic, and business. All in all, thank you guys for showing your supports :)

So that's about last Friday Day.

Restless Night

2012-01-21T23:56:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone :)

And so yesterday, we went to Sahara Tent at Shah Alam to calebrate mak's birthday. It was really a great moment since everyone was there, eight of us :D The dinner was very tense at first because things we ordered did not turned out the way we wanted them to be. Fortunately, in the end, we started to have our happy conversations and laughs. Mak received presents from Ayah and Tasneem, well , I've given my part of the birthday present already, I made her a caesar salad :D Although it was something that is ready made by the cold storage HAHA I kind of modified it a bit, by adding some tomatoes and some sprinkles of black pepper.

Mak loves the pita bread!

After the awesome birthday dinner, Mak and Ayah went home, Kak Madia went back to her house and the other five of us, went to I-City :D It was kind of an unplanned thing, and none of us went there before, so we thought since we were already in Shah Alam, why not just stop by? That night was very chill for a place like Shah Alam. It felt like you were walking at Genting Highland. Not so cold, just chill :) We only rode the big round thingy, okay, I don't know what they call it, haha the big merry go round I think, and overall it costed us RM50! Dang that was expensive -.- After that we decided not to ride on anything and just walked around and took pictures.

We were so busy taking pictures until we forgot about the time. LOL It was almost 1 in the morning, atcually it was already 1 in the morning when we were about to walk to our cars.

Can you spot us? :P

The Bird is Singing...

2012-01-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

To my beloved Mom, Isya @ Isa Binti Polai :)

Carrot cake

New York Cheese cake...

I know that you don't fancy cakes for your birthday, nevertheless, you ate quite a lot! I guess its because of the cheese, you love cheese, don't you?

Happy birthday Mom, thanks for everything, really, everrryyythiiiiing.

XOXO

First Day Surrounded by Foreigners

2012-01-17T19:51:00.000+08:00

So today was my first day in British Council. My first teacher was a muslim woman named Mujahida. She's really kind and soft. Anyway, at the beginning of the class, I kept feeling nervous, because people started to discuss things and I didn't know what to say. But I began slowly and in the end, I found myself talked too much compare to others in my group. The teaching was okay, actually, although I have to admit that the exercises were a bit hard and confusing but I got along really well, I think. Unfortunately, I felt a bit disappointed with my group members. I would like to say that they are not good with working in a group. When the teacher asked us to discuss, actually discussion is a big and might be the most important part of studying because in that way, we are not only receive new things, new opinions, but also the chance to enhance our speaking skills. Unfortunately, every time the teacher said "Please discuss with the people in your table.", they didn't take any action. Why do I always had to start the discussion?

For your information, I am the youngest girl in the class and there were only two of us at the age of 18. A guy named Ahmad something, can't recall, and I. It is a bit relieved to have someone your age in the class. Most of them were grown ups. The ones that are taking masters, or continuing their studies abroad, to Canada, Australia and New Zealand. And not to forget, there were only four of Malaysian, and I can say that 90% were from Iran. Others from different countries such as Korea, Mongolia, Bangladesh and India. Anyway, one my group members was an Indian. He was very friendly and patient with me today. Haha I can tell the way he answered all my questions. I got along with him quite easy since both of us loved to discuss questions together, when others rather do by themselves. I wish to sit with another group tomorrow. The group that does discussions a lot. That is where I belong :)

So yeaaah, the day started with this huge nervous feeling, but it all ended up with a huge relieved and smile ^^ IELTS is not an easy thing. I have to push myself, and work, not a little harder, but HARDER! Today we did an exercise on reading skills. Sounds easy, right? Just read the whole passage! Obviously, the reading part is easy but when it comes to fill in the blanks section, dang, its hard. Really confusing, I tell you. Plus, we're not even allowed to bring any kinds of dictionaries to class. And the words they gave us today, were really forcing us to look up in dictionaries. As the teacher said, "Your friends, are your dictionaries." Buy my group members don't like to be someone's dictionary. They prefer to keep for themselves -.- Okay, thats it for now. I got lots of homework and practices to do.

Taken during registration for placement test.

" ya Allah, mudahkanlah segala urusanku. "

Three Tough Questions

2012-01-14T18:27:00.003+08:00

Ujian Undang-Undang 2012

2012-01-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

Separuh mati aku buat 500 soalan, ini hasil yang aku dapat? LOL

Mak has done it again :D

2012-01-13T23:03:00.001+08:00

NO Title

2012-01-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

I don't care when people say that ego kills, because thats how I take care of my pride.

Sincerely, Ismahyus.

I love you, Puppy :)

2012-01-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

Pride!

2012-01-12T01:55:00.000+08:00

Holu : You are the only one for me.

Aki : Maybe..

Holu : Must Be.

Little did I know

2012-01-11T20:35:00.001+08:00

Ding dong, attention everyone! LOL I just couldn't get my mind off that part from that Pride, Japanese drama. When it comes to Sarah's house, there is just nothing better to do other than watch her collection of japanese dramas. Anyway, how fast time flies, isn't it? Tick tock tick tock, few of my friends are already packing for their next life, that is university. There are also few that already went there for an orientation week. Maaaaaaan ! What are you guys chasing for? Success? Can't success wait? I mean this is the time for us to catch up with each other after those long years of SPM preparation. But I know I can't say like that. I mean, lain orang, lain rezeki. Agree? I guess you guys were meant to go first. While, I'm going to be here, waiting for my SPM result.

Although just now we only spent our times watching the drama, and I barely got to talk to you that much Hahaha well, Ain, I really hope we could meet again some other times :) I really miss you old friend! I still remember how we fought during standard 6. We didn't even talk or look at each other for weeks! When I look back at all the pictures when we were having our Children's Day, I barely can find a picture of us together. Hahaha Anyway, I was also surprised because it looks like Im getting bigger than you! :P I used to be so envy of you because you used to be way taller and bigger than me. And now I guess its my turn now. Hahaha

Well, ever since you got into boarding school after UPSR, we hardly contact each other. And today, I got to see you! The time we were saying goodbye and you, sarah and I were hugging each other really tight, that is when I realized that I missed you so much. We're growing old now. Look! Im saying as if we would never see each other again! Hahaha Well, you're going to Johor Bahru okay! That is like 3 hours from here! :( Whatever it is, I wish for your happiness and good luck continuing your study at UTP.

And for my darling Sarah, after a year of not seeing you, finally! I can hardly meet you since we both got into boarding school. Hahaha Biasalah budak pandai mestilah busy :) Anyway, thank you for letting me come to your house, and nextime, if there will ever be nextime, Hahaha Im sure to squeeze some times to spend time with you again at your house. Saya duduk 12 kilometer jauh dari rumah awak. Susahlah sikit ye :P And yes, seriously, time I hugged you just now, the more I miss you although I know you don't. But whatever! LOL

And yes, little did I know that I missed you both, Ain and Sarah ♥

These are the people I wish to be friends with forever :)

Dinner At Richman, Sg Buloh

2012-01-10T16:17:00.003+08:00

My Ibu :)

My Kak Yana :)

Hahaha " macam muka ikan " Said Abg Aman

What a beautiful place, isn't it?

Homemade Fried Ice cream :D

Weird thing about this cafe is that they don't accept credit cards. Any kinds. Hahaha So my dad said,

"Aik? Kata Richman Cafe, rich man bawa credit cards je. Mana ada bawa cash. Hahaha"

Okay, thats funny LOL

Anyway, Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for all these scrumptious foods. And not to forget Ibu Ayah for the money :) I feel really blessful and grateful enough to be where I am right now. May Allah bless all of us, muslims.

Wedding Video by Luqman Razlan

2012-01-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

Unplanned event is always the best!

2012-01-09T12:22:00.003+08:00

So yesterday, January 8th, I thought Im having my KKP class but unfortunately there has been some miscommunications. So I ended up going home -.- It wasn't easy for me to wake up early and showered in coldness okay. Sigh At home, I on-ed my twitter and I tweeted with Razin. He said that he's at KL Sentral, waiting for Izi to come. Then suddenly he mentioned about an even called Edu Fair? Well, actually Joko already invited me but the time he was inviting me I thought Im having my KKP class so I told him that Im not be able to go and so not to forget I kind of persuade him to not to go too. LOL Little did I know that I am totally free today so I decided to go to KLCC for the fair.

Thank god at the same time my sister, Tasneem is going to work at Kuala Lumpur, so I asked for her ride. She dropped me at an LRT station near Sogo and from there I walked all by myself to KLCC. And that was where I got lost. I walked around Avenue K thinking that it might lead me into KLCC but I was wrong Hahaha And Razin was not much of a help anyway =.= LOL So I look around to check for a "Suria KLCC" sign, and bam! Found it! :D

The first person I met obviously was Razin, who was laughing at me that got lost. Pfftt. I have an advice for you, if you're walking with Razin, make sure to bring a map. We kept getting lost and thank god the Directory was there all the time to help us. It became our best friend at the end of the day LOL We went to the convention centre and Razin and I just went all , Oh my, nak ke masuk ni, macam boring je, and every time when someone handed us templates or bags, we would go, no thanks, and never mind or sometimes we just say DAH DAPAT. Hahaha that was a lie, really. Most, really, like 99% of the booths are private universities. We can barely see the public ones. As long as I can remember, I only signed up for two forms. There was a time where a guy asked us, "What did you get for your trial?" Razin and I were like, err okay never mind! So when the guy looked away, we quickly ran away. Hahaha But its different with Izi Halim. He was really really and I mean it, really excited about it.

SOOO-EXCITED-FACE

Apart from the EduFair, we did go look around and accompany Izi to buy shirts. And had our lunch at Nandos. This one, I have to thank Mr Razin for the food and Mr Izi for the drink! :D Both of them are working guys, so obviously they had to pay for an unemployed girl LOL Then we met Amiry and Alin at the convention centre. Before we headed home, we did an unplanned reunion. Hahaha There were me, Jajee, Syalin, Izham, Faiz, Razin and Syaidi. We actually treated the Pizza Hut like a kopitiam. We got nowhere to sit and talk. So we thought Pizza Hut is the best place Hahaha We did not order much other than drinks and desert. It was a good moment, really. After a month, we finally got to gather and have a chat and laughs. And obviously not to forget Salsabila, who we met at the end of the day. She "shopped" a lot from that Edu Fair.

"I don't like wasting food" Said Izham

Oh my, the big chocolate indulgence! I expected it to be small -.- Dah lah I don't fancy anything that is 100% chocolaty.

I can conclude that,

Razin, Faiz and Syaidi have become THINNER :O Izham, and Jajee, look 'HAPPY' with their lives. You know what I mean Hahaha and the only ones who haven't change a thing, obviously, Syalin, Salsabila and I :D LOL

Anyway, the best thing is, everything was unplanned for me :) Thank you everyone for the great day at KLCC!

Who says you know me?

2012-01-07T01:38:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone! The title is basically because I am listening to the song LOL

Just so you know, today (Friday 6th) I went to the British Council Centre in Kuala Lumpur :) My dad made an appointment for me to take a placement test at 2.30 pm but I had to register first at 2.00 pm. But I was a bit , not a bit, I was really late. It was the LRT really. I don't get why it had to stop for hours at each station -.- Okay, not hours, obviously, I am just being hyperbola. So by 2.30 pm I just reached KLCC. I called my dad to ask for the number that can get me in contact with the centre but fortunately he already did that for me. I was asked to go to the second session that was on 4.00 pm. Meanwhile, I went to KLCC to perform my Asar prayer and fill my empty stomach with 1901 hotdogs.

By 4.00 pm, I was already there at the reception British Council to fill up my registration form. There were lots of people today. Seriously, and most of them were grown ups which scares me a bit. I felt like a small kid came to an office to play -.- Anyway, I did met few students around my age that were waiting for the same placement test. It was nice to know that I wasn't the only one in my age. LOL

Around 4.30, a woman brought us to the exam room. Later we knew that we were not the only ones, there were still few people who were still taking the test. I straightaway grabbed an empty place to sit and I guess I was a bit lucky to have a malay girl to sit beside me. I mean, for a first timer, its nice to have your own kind besides you. The guy sat in front of me was Adam. When the staff called out his name, my thoughts suddenly flashed about a friend of mine named Adam -.- LOL The room was really cold. Still I managed to answer the test. Basically the questions were testing my grammar, and vocabulary. Like the students usually do in schools. But their questions were kind of twisting and confusing. The answers given look pretty much the same to a few questions. Overall, my grammar and vocabulary stinks! LOL I got 5 wronged for grammar and 6 wronged for vocabulary. But for report, I got full marks :D That section was pretty easy actually. I bet everyone scores them.

So after we finished the test. We had to sit in a waiting room to wait for our names to be called for the interview. I think the room was on silent mode because apparently nobody is talking! That got me really nervus actually. So I started to talk and introduced myself to few peoples and did a little talk. Unfortunately, I felt like Im the only one who talks. Come on, imagine you and few others, sitting in a very quiet room. Obviously when a person talks, everyone could hear what the person says, right? Well, thats what I felt -.- One moment I felt so embarrassed by myself, but the next moment, I just want to talk. I mean, it'll nerves me down a bit. I keep waiting for someone to actually talk to me and then maybe I will just lengthen the conversation. But sadly no -.-

Anyway, the interview went smoothly at first, until he asked me about Ayah. I did not know what happened but I was totally vague about my own Ayah :O Yes, I couldn't even remember what is he work as and even the name of his company -.- And this is what he replied to me, "Well, tonight, Im giving you a homework. I want you to study about your father." Oh great, what a good impression of a malaysian daughter Im giving him. LOL Theres more about it but I will just keep them to myself :) By the way, the person interviewed me was undeniably hot british man 8D

Im starting this January 17, Hello Kuala Lumpur! :P

What happen to you my friend?

2012-01-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

My friend, may I ask you something? Do you realize what you are becoming? I know you very well babe. We have been friends for such a long time and this is the kind of thing that you would not do. But you proved me wrong. Yes, you cover your hair when you go outside your house. What about pictures uploaded in those social networks like facebook and twitter? Would you explain that to me? A friend of mine, Razin once said, "When you post something on social networks, it belongs to people". Rather than you burden yourself outside the house by covering your hair but you show it to people on social networks, I suggest you better off without hijab. Even if you are not the one who uploaded them, but it was your friends, why aren't you brave enough to confront them and tell them to delete those pictures? I mean, hello, we're talking about your dignity here. Once you lost it, you will never get it back. I am sorry I have to talk about it here. I guess I am just not brave enough to tell you myself but I want to tremind those people out there, you do not have to be really good in any kind of religion, as if to know everything about something. It is more than enough to just know how to take care of your own religion and understands them well. Let this be a lesson to each and everyone of us.

Ask yourself, Am I already a good person in religion aspect?

Happy Birthday Kakak !

2012-01-02T21:24:00.005+08:00

May your life be better and Allah bless you :) I love you, and you have to remember that! LOL

Venue : De'Chieng Mai Thai Restaurant in Sg.Buloh

My first sister, Tasneem Yusmadi.

Weird , right? They use big plates but the contents are not that as big as the plate -.-

In the day, I went to Midvalley to watch Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol :D All I can say is that the movie was awesome! Thumbs up! You guys should watch it. The actions were just impressive. Thank you Abang Aman for the treat ^^ Oh yea, I had a daddy and daughter day today LOL At first it was a bit awkward since we never done it before. The best part was he bought me ice cream gelato :) To me its really expensive but why not, its not like we eat it everyday anyway.

What a coincidence! Everyone was in pink!

My lovely sister in law :)

Last of 2011

2011-12-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

Its the last day of 2011 and as usual *drum roll!* its time to be nostalgia about everything that I have been through from the first day of 2011.

1. I was in Singapore on the 1st January

2. Mr Moharni, my Physics teacher, acted totally different :O

3. Lots of people started to call me REMPIT -.-

4. I hated Ibrahim so much that I just can't get enough saying how rempit he is

5. I was a part of form 1's orientation

6. I got over a guy called the triple M

7. Found out about my friend is being in a relationship with a guy by my other friend

8. Received a piece of newspaper with a monkey riding a bike on it, thanks a lot adam =.=

9. Spent a lot of money on school :(

10. Got told a lot by my prefect friends to wear a proper PVC shoes hi hi hi but I seemed to ignore them

11. Gone through a day where all my friends were making confessions ha ha ha

Luqman to Rian ( "Tengah buat bio ke?" )

Ipin to Amalina Raus ( A rose made from tissue )

Zubair to Me, Amie and Kurus ( His dilemma about being the Head of Badar )

Ismahyus to Amie ( Hahaha Don't want to talk about it )

12. I felt being forgotten by my own friend Hahahaha you'll just laugh if you know who I meant

13. Ate lots of maggie, well thanks to my roommates -.- LOL

14. Had a crazy laugh after watched my friend Adam made a total fool of himself. Dang this was unforgettable .

Teacher came into the class, and I said " Bangun! " And Adam thought I was lying so he stood up and said ( dengan gelabahnya ) while knocking on the table "Mana cikgu?! Haa mana cikgu?! " He laughed so hard. Little did he knows that the teacher was standing just right behind him. ROFL okay! :D

15. Someone hung my bag at the stairs and that person turned out to be ADAM again =.=

16. Started my netball career with a bad performance but ended up with a glory one :D

17. Few teachers that cannot be named, behaved like discipline teachers. They forced us to wear KAIN DALAM for god sake -.-

18. The juniors copy pasted, us, the fivers. Come on, wheres your originality?! Are we like the trend setter? :P

19. January 22nd, I got attacked by fever. Very bad one, really. My mind felt like a bomb that was waiting to be explode!

20. My english teacher predicted that I will get married to Ibrahim Adam, okay wait a minute, he is so rempit! Who wants to marry a true hearted rempit?

21. Went to Vietnam during Chinese New Year holiday!

22. Witnessed a great Chinese New Year's fireworks!

23. Carried out a biology experiment on photosynthesis with my friends and failed. Although we have tried many times! *disappointed!*

24. Received a birthday card from Puan Nadrah my Biology teacher :'DD Loveee!

25. Joined Farah Syahira and Anis Amira in managing Turquoise members during form four's orientation

26. Went to Giant Teluk Intan with Fatin Atikah, Faiz Aqeel and Aizad Azlan to shop for Turquoise house for BBQ night!

27. Enjoyed prosperity at McDonald with Fatin Atikah, Faiz Aqeel and Aizad Azlan. LOL

28. I got really stressed because of netball. Thank you coaches -.-

29. Caught Afiqah Kurus and Rusyaidi in stealing things! >:)

30. Had an awesome birthday celebration!

31. Received a big round chocolate banana cake from Mak and Ayah :D Dang its secret recipe!

32. Received lots of birthday wishes

33. My diary got stolen by my evil friends!

34. I cried so hard in class without covering just because I thought I lost my diary. So embarrassing to think about it :(

35. Afiqah Athirah, Comel, was being really mean! When I cried begging her to return my diary because I just had the feeling she took it and she said "Kau bajet kiteorang nak ambik diary kau?!" Dang that was harsh!

36. My class, 5 Haitham, won for class banner on Maulidur Rasul Day! Credits to Afiqah Kurus, Adam and Luqmaaaaaan :) Not to forget others that helped!

37. There was a season where I pretended to be happy when actually I was not.

38. My history teacher, Mr Zigurat, Hahaha no, its Encik Fairuz, lost my new thumbdrive, MY NEW FREAKING THUMBDRIVE :( but he payed it back. Weeeee :)

39. My life got really hectic! With netball tournaments, Athletics and drama competition!

40. Fought with Ibrahim Adam for err 5 days. Yeah, ego punya pasal -.-

41. For the first time, went back to Kuala Lumpur by using Transnasional! Along with Natasya Fauzi, Amirah Azman, Anis Amira, Tya Azmi, Ibrahim Adam, Amiry Aiman and Faiz Aqeel.

42. Received lots of sweets from Amirah Azman, Faiz Aqeel, Hanna Ali, Afiqah Kurus, Afiqah Comel and Fazlin! Hahaha true supplier! Thank you, guys :D

43. On the other hand, my raisins supplier! Ahmad Rusyaidi and Faiz Aqeel! But Syaidi is like THE MAIN Hahaha thanks dude!

44. Found a form four guy that does not know Taylor Swift and Miley Cyrus! :O

45. Accidentally kicked Amirul Zikri's, sigh oh my SO EMBARRASSING!

46. I have spent RM50 on foods at the canteen.

47. Watched Laskar Pelangi with my schoolmates in the library during HKSBP season.

48. Had a little fight with Amirah Azman and Afiqah Kurus during Bahasa Malaysia session. The funny part was they pujuk I by using idiomatic phrases they created themselves.

Amie : Kehadapan Ismah, janganlah marah sayang, kami gurau je, di slot Bahasa Melayu ini. Gurau-gurau peribahasa namanya :D

Kurus : ala bucuk2 sayang dia tu.. merajuk ye?? Haha.. Nanti kita bukukan buku peribahasa tu! Okay? *wink!*

Amie : Merajuk tandanya suka :)

Kurus : Ismah! Kami duduk di ambung ambung taji

Amie : Bersatu teguh! Bercerai roboh :D

Kurus : Ismah merajuk bagai embun di hujung rumput je.

Kurus : Merajuk itu tua, tua itu Ismah, Ismah itu opah!

Kurus : Kita umpama air yang dicincang tidak akan putus. Janganlah merajuk! :)

Kurus : Special for kaum rempit, berempit rempit di tengah jalan, bertolak tolak ke tepi jalanan.

Amie : Akhir sekali, bahasa menunjukkan bangsa! Salam satu Malaysia!

49. Went to Singapore a lot!

1. To see my brother soon-to-be fiancee

2. To attend my brother's engagement

3. To attend my brother's wedding

50. On March 16th, got to gather with my old friends from Maluri at Desa Park City. Finally the seven of us :')

51. Skipped lots of tests because of Athletics.

52. Went to Ipoh for Education Fair!

53. And for the first time, went to Ipoh Parade! How generous our counselors :D

54. For the first time, a netball match against SEMESTA, and we won! 20 to NOTHING *Smug!*

55. Went to Kubang Pasu's Science School for a Biannual Drama Competition among SBPs

56. Aizad and I won the best actor and actress during the audition for the Drama Competition Hahaha

57. Aizad and I bumped into each other like really hard, on the stage during the audition in front of everyone -.- Oh my Oh my

58. Someone just sigh tak puas hati with my appearance. So what if I have thick lips? So do Angelina Jolie! LOL You're saying, now, I look like her lah?

59. There was one test on Sivik subject and I got 84% while evryone got 90% and above -.- I felt like a total loser.

60. Joined a camp at Latar Perangin, Manung, Kuala Kangsar. The form fives were only me, Amirah, Afiqah Kurus, Afiqah Comel, Anis Kecik, Ibrahim Adam, Arif Faisal and Hafizuddin Fahmi. I know right! It was on days before our mid term exam actually. Thats why most of the form fivers did not want to join -.-

61. Had a karaoke night with friends at teachers at the camp! Awesome time :')

62. Went to Sensei's wedding. Walla! It was a great day indeed!

63. Fought with Tasya for more than 5 days. Oh yeahhh -.- This is what happened when two ego met each other.

64. On May 13th, the campers got the chance to go home! And Fiqa Comel, Hanna, Amirah and I went to Fiqa Kurus's house! Really awesome okay, I mean it!

65. Rode on Kurus's dad boat along Perak River (Y)

66. Ate udang galah cooked by Kurus's mom, so gooooood!

67. Played "who spot first" game at Giant Teluk Intan with Amirah, Fiqa Comel, Hanna and Kurus LOL

68. Had to kiss a banner with lipstick on for HAPPY TEACHERS DAY banner.

69. Took part in a competition on those who wears Kimono the prettiest. I don't care about winning, I just wanted to wear the kimono :D

70. High table and my friends and I were like THE ONLY GROUP who wear shawls. LOL We even walked in the Food Hall like superstars

71. I missed watching someone play rugby. LOL Baju biru eh? Hahaha

72. We were given a task to vote for our annual dinner awards

73. Received weird and creepy notes from my partner for the annual dinner. (I didnt know who he was)

74. Celebrated Puteri's birthday by throwing her into the fish pond! (Y) Awesome!

75. Had an awesome group during Perkampungan Ilmu, that is Amirah, Fiqa Kurus, Faiz Aqeel, Luqman, Syahira Nabila, Amalina Awesome and Amirul Zikri :)

76. My physics mark for Midyear exam, doooooosh! Gotten worse!

77. Went to Kuantan for my cousin's wedding. Kak Unaizah and Abang Heikal.

78. Received chocolates from Puteri as a sign of sorry. LOL

79. Played basketball a lot with Fiqa Kurus, Amirul Zikri, Faiz Aqeel, Alin, and Amirah. Seriously best!

80. Had a basketball match HAHA among my friends.

There were Syaidi's group and Faiz's group. Syaidi's group : Nadia, Alin, Amirah and Arif Faisal. While on the other hand, Faiz's group consist of me, Fiqa Kurus, Amirul Zikri and err I can't recall. Hahah anyway, Faiz's group won! Woohooooooo! Thanks to Kurus for being a great shooter :)

81. Got a treat from our principal at Mamak Stall at Pekan Bagan Datoh. Thank youuu ayanhanda!

82. On Zubair's birthday, Amie and I put his table in front of the girl's restroom. Hahaha and we hung his bag on 5 Jazari's door. Poor birthday boy LOL

83. I won third place for SABDA's Marathon!

84. On July 4th, fought with lots of people, Fiqa Kurus, Hanna (the worst of all!), and Tasya. I just hated them so much during this time. :D

85. I joined Kelab Kebudayaan and officially joined menari tarian tradisional on Karnival Kerjaya. First time in history :O But I managed to do it well!

86. Got my blood tested along with Amiry and Asyraf Faiz. Turned out that I am an A positive :)

87. Received chocolates from Amirul Zikri on karnival kerjaya hua hua hua

88. Found out that Ayah change our house landscape, again!

89. July 10th, went to Putrajaya for FLORIA! Roses are forever :) And bumped into Alin at Masjid Besi :O

90. Hari Intervensi, where parents had to come to school to see the teachers about their children, unfortunately my paents could not made it so my brother had to go with me instead. It was hillarious! He was so in vague -.-

91. Sat on cat's shit. Like seriously, EWWW DISGUSTING!

92. This year's sports day was great. The competition was hot! Semangat assabiah sangat tinggi okay :P

93. I got gold medal for 100m and high jump.

94. I got second place for hmm can't recall. LOL

95. A senior of mine, Zouk or whatever he is called, supported me a lot during the sports day. Aww terharu, okay thats all bye.

96. Fought with Amirul Zikri hahaha

97. Surprise surprise! Joko bought me GilaCiBai from McD LOL (GCB)

98. Had a surprise visit from my family! :') We had dominos,cheese cakes, and chocolate cakes. nyummyyy!

99. Joko went to the night market and asked what I wanted to eat. I said SURPRISE ME! And he bought me roti john. -.- Okay thanks but I don't like roti john :) Haha

100. On Fiqa Comel's birthday, yes, we threw her into the fish pond too. (Y)

101. Received two KEBABS on one night -.-

102. After a month, Hanna and I were back like normal :')

103. Had a great Eid at Tumpat, Kelantan because everyone was there! Paksu and Paklong :D

104. On September 4th, celebrated Fiqa Kurus's birthday with a BIG CAKE from secret recipe. We're glad you love it!

105. My Agama mark dropped during TRIAL :(

106. I hate ANGRY BIRDS! And how generous Ibrahim Adam to give me one -.-

107. I raped Kecik on her birthday HOHOHO

108. My number on Form Five's Ranking, dropped. From 49 to 51 :( Im a total loser -.-

109. Celebrated Merdeka along with Eid :D

110. Hanna bought me the sweetest thing of all! :D Two Vapocool sweets -.- She thinks it was sweet since Im having sore throat.

111. Had the best room mate that took care of me when I was sick :') Nurrul Suhaila.

112. Eid Celebration for Haitham's family :D Thank you Kina!

113. Adam put my bottle on the stairs =.=

114. Received a surprise kiwi drink from Tasya :'D

115. My cat, Purple, died. :'(

116. On October 12th, Amie and I took Adam's phone and read all his messages in inbox. Dang he was really mad! :P

117. On Syaidi's birthday, we showered him with water from the fish pond! Hahaha

118. Made three dudes angry at me -.- Adam, Razin and Muhammad. Stress betul lah bila lelaki merajuk ni -.-

119. Hid Hanna's favorite pillow on her birthday :D poor Hanna, she said she could not sleep properly :D

120. November 1st, a confession, not going to say anything about it. LOL

121. Stayed at school on Hari Raya Aidiladha :O

122. Learnt to change and be a better muslimah.

123. Motivated to transformed my wardrobe content

124. Learnt to clean the house

125. Learnt to be grateful and appreciative

126. Learnt to be more confident

127. Learnt to be nice to people LOL

128. Learnt to love my friends even more he he he

129. My love for my classmates grew bigger

130. Became skinny :D

131. Became FAT :(

132. Always had two giant bars of black forest cadbury in my locker

133. Started to fancy Kiwi for a drink :)

134. Spent lots of times in study room -.- ZZZZZ

135. Had a sister in law named Kak Yana :D

136. Of course, my brother got married!

137. History ALMOST repeat itself. but it doesn't! Alhamdulillah.

138. Played badminton a lot with Puteri Nurfaiqah

139. Got closer with my schoolamates and roommates

140. Made a video clip with my friends

Last but not least,

141. HAD SPM THIS YEAR :O

My Friends and I on Dec 24th

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Until then, have a nice day!

What should I do, exactly?

2011-12-27T18:53:00.022+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

As I am typing this, actually I am in the process of finding a way to get me to overseas. Yes, Im trying to find some scholarships for myself. Unfortunately, it seems harder than I thought it would. I feel really helpless. I feel regret for not reading much about general stuffs related to education. I should have known what to search, how to get and how the process goes. It seems that it is already too late now but Ayah said it is never too late as long as I do not stop trying.

YaAllah, my only wish is to study abroad and most students that have been study abroad talks as if getting the chance to study abroad is easy. They make it sounds easy but in reality, I do not think it is. I mean, come on, obviously I am not the only one who is very interested in studying abroad. Lots of other students in Malaysia wanted that too. How great the competition is.

I never really understood about this whole scholarship and university thing. The counselors in my school have talked about this a lot, really, but I seemed never payed any attention to them. How true when they said "Now you might think it is not important to pay attention and listen, but when you are out of the school, then only you will found out how important what I am going to tell you today." She was right all along.

I do not understand how the things work. What do I have to do to get the scholarships? Other than pray, of course. What exactly I should do? I have searched for scholarships everywhere on the net. But to no avail. I don't know how to say this but I really really want to go oversea. I really do. No matter what, I will try to find a way. When theres a will, theres a way, right?

Anyway, thank you Zubair's brother for giving me the informations that I needed. He's taking TEASL and just got back from New Zealand. I envy him so much, I tell you :( When I have more questions to ask, I will definitely ask you, if you don't mind. I love to have someone that have the same interest to talk about this, especially when he's been in my shoes, I wish to be like him, okay, I don't even know his name. I just call him Abang Zubair Ha ha ha

I sound pathetic, right? If only my dad was a billionaire, I would not bother to search for one when there are lots of money in Ayah's pocket to support my education. But I do not wish to be a burden to Ayah. He has lots of other things to take care of, too. There are five of us, siblings, to be supported. I think maybe I should take care of my education money just like my other sisters.

With the help of Allah, I shall find a way.

I have the numbers in my phone already. Going to call them tomorrow. I hope to receive good news.

Please, pray for me. *Wink*

Dinner with Singaporeans

2011-12-26T19:23:00.001+08:00

And so Ayah loves nasi kandar here in Kuala Lumpur city that he determined to bring our fellow friends from singapore to eat at his favorite restaurant, Yaseen Nasi Kandar! :) He even said that the restaurant have the best nasi kandar. Ha ha ha I did not eat since morning that day, so yes, it was a pleasure for me to eat there. Alhamdulillah I was really full! Thank you Ayah for the treat ;) May Allah bless you.

The atmosphere was really noisy because everyone wants to talk at the same time! Ha ha ha But I took the right seat. I sat around my grandmas who didn't talk that much. I guess I was really hungry back then that I was not in the mood to talk. Hmm

Now for the pictures, :)

December 24th, 2011

2011-12-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

After weeks and weeks of cleaning the house, due to long period of not cleaning, he he he, finally, the day we have been waiting for is here! Alhamdulillah everything went as planned. The foods are just enough for the guests (the most frightening thing is if we were out of them), in fact there are just more than enough foods for them, lots of extras, and most of them were thrown away because they did not last for long. Throughout the event, we could see that we are obviously were lack of workers (the family and relatives that could help) , because the runner was being a true sprinter, running here and there. Poor my sister, Kak Mahdiah. Ha ha ha

Unfortunately or maybe fortunately? I don't know ha ha ha Well, it rained cats and dogs. Although we were already expecting for it to rain , we never expected our house to be so muddy. That ruined everything. The comfort of the guests. I know how it feels because I have been there too. I ate with my friends and unfortunately the place that I was sitting at was drown by rain water and looked like a small pool. That just made me want to eat faster and just get out of the place as soon as possible. That , I think, explains why there are lots of foods left after the event ended. People did not eat much. Hmm

My day also was delighted by the appearance of my friends. Both from Maluri and Sabda :) To Nabilah Bt Kamarudzman, Saeda Iman Bt Kushairi, Ashiqin Azmiran and Liyana Shaharoom, a million thanks to you guys for coming although its not even my wedding Ha ha ha and to my Sabda's friends, Anis Amira Bt Roslan, Masliyana Bt Waheezan, Afiqah Athirah Bt Rosdin, Alia Afiqah, Puteri Nurfaiqah Bt Jasni and Amirul Zikri Bin Abu Bakar. Not forget my videographer for the wedding, Luqman Bin Razlan. Im really glad and touched that you guys made it all the way to my house. Despite the fact that my house is really really far from you guys and plus, it is not even my wedding, you guys were still there to celebrate it and share the moment with me :) Thank you!

Other than that, Im gaining weight and losing my body shape :( We as in my aunts, sisters and I were together tidying all the mess in the kitchen. As you know, the bridal's wedding cake has three floor. And the biggest one is left for us. And there is not enough space to put the cake in the fridge. So what did we do? We did a competition on who eat the cake fastest. Dang, everyone felt nauseated due to the creams. In the end, there was still a small piece left, but we decided to throw it away since nobody can take it anymore. Ha ha ha Oh my calories! :(

So that is all for now, I gotta go to Ikea with my Ayah, until we meet again, Assalamualaikum :)

Loves :)

'96 Babies,

2011-12-22T01:23:00.000+08:00

Good Luck on your PMR results , do not forget to pray, anything is possible, if you just believe :)

You're Awesome, Beard Papa's !

2011-12-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

My sister has been very generous by buying us these scrumptious deserts, cream puffs :)

This is the second time by the way He he he

What is your kind of perfect?

2011-12-21T00:47:00.001+08:00

Its hard to find someone that is up to our taste. Even when we find one, there is always something wrong with that particular person. Or maybe the relationship would not lasts for long. What happen to " Dont be afraid to dream a little bigger?"

Well, that is just life. You can't always get what you want. Sometimes, good things come when you least expect them. I once knew, a guy, that I once in love with. More like monkey love when I think about it Ha ha ha Anyway, he was everything that I wanted in a guy. But somehow, one day, I found out that he had been cheating on me while I was away. So yes, I was right. He was just too good to be true. How that statement disappoint me, really.

I've learnt that, girls, you don't put too much, or too high expectations on your choice of guys. It is not wrong to dream but in reality, we have to get real. Sometimes, the impossibles are impossibles. All I know is that, you would be least disappointed when you least expect it. If you love somebody for who he or she is, even before you knew his background, do not hesitate in continue doing so just because that person is not up to your standard. If by looking at the person give you fireworks like no one else could, well, who knows, that person might be the one. Give it a chance. We plan, Allah SWT determine whats the best for us.

However, I won't give up on finding someone who is perfect for me. He might not be the prince charming that everyone has wished for, but as long as he is perfect for me, I will give a green light. What is the exactly meaning of perfect actually from my perspective? Perfect means someone who love me for who I am, whether I look like someone's mom or whenever I look like I never showered for days. He has to be a pious man, but live in present. I do not want him to be an old-fashioned. His thoughts about Islam has to be appropriate with our present lives. Furthermore, he is a guy that respect me by enduring his intense desire from touching me. He would wait over times until I am actually rightful for him. He would guide me both in this world and eternity. He would not be ashamed to tell everyone that I am his woman :)

Well, that is the hardest part of all. My mom once said ,

" If you want a good man, you have to be good yourself as a woman "

I guess that means, you'll get someone just like you. If you're a big headed person, then your couple will as big headed as you as well. If you're a player, you might as well get yourself a player too. How simple is that? Ha ha ha So that is what I see as a challenge. I so love guys with characteristics that are so the opposite of myself. Heck that is hard. So yeah, with this changes Im trying to turn myself into, I hope it helps. Other than that, its not only about getting one, its about gaining something from it. I wish to be a better person. Even if theres no one to guide me, I will guide myself to the right path. Even if I do not get what I wished for, I hope that Allah SWT will help me through, and I wish to be in His heaven. The place that I have always dream of besides America.

An advise for the girls, if you never think about the future of you current relationship, it might be that you are not that serious. Please, If you still think like this, "Im not going to marry him anyway" then stop dating him. Why would you date someone you do not even have the intention to be married to? It means you are just want to have fun. Play hard to get. As long as you get the good ones. Only a serious man would never give up in making you his woman. The playboy would give up because he would think you are not worth it to run after because he thinks he could easily get another girls. However, be smart in playing hard to get. Do not get your ego too high or you will feel the heat. Save yourself for the one ^^

Honestly, I do not know what I suddenly came up with this topic. It just got into me spontaneously. Oh well, I have been having writer's block for a while now. Its good to have something to write again. I do not really know what is the main message in this post. Its random, I guess. He he he :)

The Ceremony, Calebrating Them

2011-12-19T20:27:00.004+08:00

Date : December 17,

Venue : Singapore

Time : 1.30 pm - 9.00 pm

His Bachelor Days Ended Today.

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Im happy for you both :) I don't feel sad, yet, although I could see that my other family members were preety sad about it. Its a wedding, Im getting a new sister in law! Why should I be sad about it? Ha ha ha Anyway, Kak Yana looked sweet in that pretty cream dress. To my beloved brother, oh well, I guess your bachelor days ended today. Say Hello to Marriage Life!

Date : December 16, 2011

Venue : Singapore

Wan and Nenek Sabah :D

Majlis Pernikahan

Awkward Ha ha ha

My brother's in vague -.-

Happy face :)

Ha ha ha It felt funny to look at your own brother doing this

Sitting like a Dato' !

Love this one the most :')

The neneks !

Ayah was saying something to Aman, Hmm wonder what that was.

Aman's parents on the left, Kak Yana's famly on the right

Lookie lookie! They're holding hands Ha ha ha

Kak Yana's family

Heeeee ppy :D

Wakil from our sides

Their BIG family

Ayah looks small, doesn't him?

This proves everything ^^

Makan time!

Trying to mimic Nirah's face ha ha ha (inside joke!)

They're like bestfriends :D

Urghhh Fat here and there!

What were they laughing about? Awkwardness maybe? Ha ha ha

Tak biasa lah tu :P

Things I want to do , 13.12.11 :)

2011-12-13T20:33:00.003+08:00

decorate my room with lights and pictures, taken by myself :)

Buy my own apple laptop

Buy new shoes!

Play in the snow :(

Eat lots of marshmallows!

Eat waffles with ice cream, *craving!*

Play my old skateboard, Hmm have been ages!

Burn marshmallows and dip them in chocolates, Oooh nyum!

Photographing, sighhh miss you camera :(

Play with my cats :D

Retransforming my wardrobe! But.. I need more money before I can do that :/

Play this thing! Whatever it is called. Oh my handsome is playing it now :')

Same thing, decorate my room!

Bake cookies, still do not know how to. Hihihi

Hiking, with my awesome friends! :D

Make my own beef burger :)

Play with my cats' paws , I love the paws :)

Thats what I called, Handsome

2011-12-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

I love guys in their tuxedo.
They look, well, matured, and more like a grown up.
When I get married, my husband and I would go to a very fancy dinner, where he would wear tux.
For me :)
Oh handsome! Hihi

Favorite Kelantan Foods

2011-12-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Akok :D

Nyummy treat!

2011-12-11T22:08:00.001+08:00

What a daaaaaaaaaaay! :)

I woke up around 10 and to find my house looking so dirty and messy! Dah lah Im on my PMS mood, sighhhhh sabar je lah. After my mom and I done cleaning the house, we had a treat from ayah :)

Late lunch at Ikeaaaaaaaa! :)

I ordered the baked rosemary chicken with pasta. And dang was it such a dissapointment. It was tasteless! My mom's is way better. You should cook for the Ikea lah mak.

And I bought the yummy cupcake chic :) After soooo long!

The weirdest thing happened today. Today, I went to The Curve to buy a cup of New Zealand ice cream. To my surprised, one of the workers was a guy from my old school that I once knew. However, we rarely talked to each other. I guessed he recognized me because he kept on looking at me. Well, I am the daughter of the "famous" geography teacher, of course lah he knows me :P

Anyway, when he came to help me, I told myself to pretend that I didn't know him. But when I was about to pay for the ice cream, he suddenly asked whether I was once in Kepong. I said "yes, you, I recognized you from there." Then he said, "Haa tulah aku rasa macam pernah tengok kau, pernah nampak kan aku?". "Yea yeaaaa pernah pernah :)" Thats all I said as I handed him the money. But then he gave me the money back. I was like, "Eh tak nak duit ke? Tak bayar kan haa". To my surprised, he said that he paid for me. First I thought he was joking but after awhile he seemed serious about it, so apa lagi, Thank youuu dude! :)

I guess its just my lucky day Weeeee! Free ice cream!

Sakitnya

2011-12-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

Apabila senggugut, ada satu benda sahaja yang ingin dibuat. Seperti di dalam gambar di bawah.

Kepada kaum lelaki, betul, sakit sangat tahu bila senggugut. Rasa macam nak buang air besar tetapi tak keluar, satu pinggang sakit. Ianya seperti sakit perut tetapi sakit perut apabila ditenyeh-tenyeh, diurut-urut perut itu, hilanglah juga sakitnya sikit-sikit. Tetapi, sengugut, bagaikan buat macam mana sekalipun, tetap akan rasa sakit. Buat macam dalam gambar itupun akan rasa sakit juga. Kadang-kadang sampai boleh jadi tak lalu nak makan. Macam mana nak enjoy makan bila bawah itu tengah sakit? Favorite food jadi tak favorite. Betuuuuul. The best thing that we would wish to happen is hoping that we would sleep and when we wake up tomorrow, it will gone. Dan selalunya begitulah jadinya :)

Okay, sakit sangat. Bye

In my opinion: Wearing Hijab

2011-12-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hendaknya mereka itu melabuhkan tudungnya sampai ke dadanya, dan JANGANLAH KAMU MENDEDAHAKN AURAT DAN PERHIASAN KAMU KECUALI APA YANG TERZAHIR." (an-Nur: 31)

Lately, we could see that most of the women already opened their heart to wear hijab. In that case, we have to thank Allah, Alhamdulillah. Tidaklah nampak sangat tanda tanda kiamat dimana umat Islam semestinya sudah beku hati tidak boleh terima ajaran Rasulullah.

Unfortunately, while I was reading people's blog, and looking at facebooks' statuses, I could see that wearing hijab have been an issue nowadays.

Ada kata orang tak pakai tudung jauh lebih baik daripada orang yang bertudung.

Yes, I admit. There are such people who wears hijab but their behaviors is worse than those who does not wear one. That one had nothing to do with wearing hijab. Zaman sekarang, you tak bole guna tudung sebagai pengukur baik buruknya seseorang tu. Sebab, niat bertudung sekarang sudah berbeza. Jikalau dahulu kerana ianya suatu kewajiban dan betapa takutnya kapada seksaan azab diakhirat jika free hair. Tetapi sekarang, ada yang kerana parents suruh, trend yang melibatkan penggunaan shawl yang lawa-lawa, ataupun boyfriend suruh.

Yes, I know, biar mula macam itu dahulu, lama-lama keikhlasan itu akan datang sendiri. Thats what everyone would say, right? Ever wonder why people question you about wearing hijab? Ever wonder "why the heck people still tak puas hati dengan I even though I dah pakai tudung? Bersyukur lah I dah pakai tudung daripada terdedah rambut sana sini."

Lets see how you dress. Is this how you dress ?

Balik kepada soalan tadi, "Yes, in fact I'm truly grateful to Allah that your heart is finally opened to wear hijab" But let me ask you another question.

Why do you want to wear hijab?

"Because I just feel like changing. I want to endure my sins towards Allah. I think Allah gave me the hidayah to change."

Its good that you want to endure your sins towards Allah. But don't you want to eradicate all your past sins? The times when you didn't wear hijab yet?

Of course. why wouldn't I? But slowly, woman. You can't expect me to wear tudung labuh terus, can you?

No, of course, that is just too much for you to handle. But when are you planning to start?

I don't know yet. When Allah opens my heart, maybe insyaAllah I would change more.

When Allah opens your heart for you? Do you have to wait for Allah to open your heart for you? Its your heart, why couldn't you open yourself? You know what is right and what is wrong, don't you?

Wait a minute, woman, you think wearing tudung labuh would only make me a better person? Do you think all the women that wear tudung labuh are angels? Ada je orang pakai tudung labuh perangai buruk je.

Im sorry, but I never meant about wearing long hijab, my dear. That is just too much. What I meant is your clothes, you attire. Yes, you cover your hair. Because you know whats the consequences you'll get in hell if you didn't cover it. Don't you know, too, the consequences of wearing tight jeans? clothes that show off your body shape, chest and butt?

I need time for that.

You know, that is why people keep questioning you about wearing hijab. When you decide to wear hijab, means that you are ready enough to leave all those immorality and anything that give you sins.

Saya perlu berfikir panjang untuk memakai tudung. Biarlah saya betul-betul bersedia sebelum saya membuat keputusan untuk memakai tudung. Mamakai tudung memerlukan komitmen yang besar. Apabila kita memakai tudung kita perlu jaga juga cara pemakaian kita, menjaga batasan pergaulan kita, dengan siapa kita berkawan, tak boleh pergi tempat yang teruk, perlu memahami agama dan sebagainya.”

I know. But like I said, slowly. Step by step. You can't automatically change me into a muslimah. Everything needs time.

The longer time you take, you don't know how much the sins you would make. Im just saying.

Im not perfect okay. My parents says buat yang termampu dulu. I pakai tudung ni kira okay lah.

Saying that you're not perfect, isn't right. Allah creates us all with perfection. He creates us with two eyes, to see His creations, to be thankful to Him, to remind us that He is the All Mighty. He gives us one nose, to breathe, so that we could live, and smell the smell of heaven that is promised to us, and be thankful. He provides us with two ears so that we could hear Islamic reminders when we might forgot about Him because humans are forgetful. So that we could hear the sound of 'Azan', to remind us to pray when we forget, to hear the reading of Quran, how beautiful it sounds. And be thankful. We are given a mouth, to let us easily zikr to Him, to let us read the Quran conveniently. You know how great the rewards are even when you read only a letter from Quran. Subhanallah. How generous Allah is.

And all he asks for your appearance is to wear loose clothes, cover your chest, and keep all those things only for your legit husband. You don't have to wear long hijab if you do not have the will, but now since you already wear hijab, why don't you do it properly, and insyaAllah you'll get 100% of his bless. Or maybe you think 15% is enough? Even 100% of his bless cannot assure that it is enough to be in His heaven because of the other sins we made that we might not notice, yet.

Those dialogs that I have written are basically or maybe mostly about what I have been through once. The ones that are highlighted in red are the answers I once said to that particular person. I really hope you get this person's messages as much as I do.

Its your choice, my dearest muslim friends :) Please do not be angry with what I have just said. I am here not too say who is right and who is wrong. This is a free country and everyone has the right to speak out. And this is my opinion that I hope my muslim friends would take time to think about and insyaAllah, Allah SWT will always be there for you when you need Him.

A Day with Girlfriends

2011-12-09T13:20:00.003+08:00

In Midvalley :) with Hanna, Amie and her little sister. Ayu is suppose to be with us but something had gone totally wrong. She lost her money. I really wish you were here with us babyyy :(

I never like going to Midvalley because rempit's percentage over there is higher than other shopping malls in Kuala Lumpur. Well, I guess its because we are supplied with the train station built just beside the Midvalley that made our way more convinient to go there compare to other shopping malls that might need us to drive our own car. Other than that, the facilities provided result in lots of people. I do not fancy a place with lots people walking around and lagi lagi when you are walking, its always you, the one who has to move aside, or two people will get bump right in the head. The other person just walk straight thinking that he or she is a superstar or VIP that people around him or her need to step aside to let him or her walk. Oh come on, superstar or no superstar, VIP, or no VIP, we are all humans, have some tolerations, will ya?

Anyway, the whole point of going out with my friends to Midvalley is because of the MPH Carnival Book Fair. I've been living in boarding school for almost two years without reading any english novels expect for the malay ones which are Azfa Hanani and Kembara Amira. SPM's novel. No wonder my essay for english is getting worse -.-' I am not saying that Im so proud about reading english novels and that I feel so low reading malay novels. NO, I repeat, NO. Its just that my parents had taught me since I was little to read english novels. If you check out my library, there are lots of children's book in english and if you're lucky, maybe you will find one that is in malay. But I cannot assure that. I love to see my friends in school reading malay novel until they cry and when something great happen, they shout happily too and when something sweet happen they go 'awwh'. I love the responses. I wish to get those responses too when Im reading one, but I could not even finish a book -.-' So I guess Im sticking with english for now :) Not underestimating anyone here.

So the discount is only up to 25% which I think is still expensive. But since Im already there, why not just buy some? I bought four books, only, and that already cost me a lot. But like someone once said, buying a book is never a waste as long as you read it :) I bought Sophie Kinsella's, Tony Parsons's, Sheik Nada Abu Ahmad's and Making of Eclipse. The last one only cost for RM15.00. That one maybe is such a waste Hi hi hi :P All in all, I felt satisfied to finally got to buy new books. I miss reading, I miss going 'awwwh' and most of all I miss daydreaming Ha ha ha. Love books can really make you daydreaming.

Those were the best part of the day. The sadden part was when my girlfriends and I were at the Kenny Rogers. We ordered bolognese spaghetti. Hanna's recommendation. She said it tastes good. It turned out that they gave us the flaccid kind of spaghetti, you know the kind yang dah lama punya tu. So I told the waiter that I wanted a new one, so were my friends. The second one they gave us, Mmmm look much better, but the spaghetti is undercooked! Every time we tried to chew it, it got stuck between our teethes. That annoyed us very much. And for the second time, this time a woman, I asked the waitress to change our bolognese spaghetti with better ones. Pity Amie's little sister, she was so hungry and the plate got taken away from her, twice! Sorry girl :) Fortunately by then, we already felt full. So Ha ha ha, we cancelled out everything. We ended up paying for the drinks only :) I am not being proud here OKAY, I just firmly wanna say that we, as customers, have the right to eat what we ordered. If the food we ordered does not turn out the way it suppose to be, then, you will just have to listen to us when we say "I want a new one". Got it ? Because Im not paying for something that I don't like. That is called wasting.

This was taken when I was eating with my dad at KL Sentral, not Mid :)

The other part was when I bought a ticket to Arthur Christmas but I accidentally got into the wrong hall. I ended up watching New Year's Eve! It was not that bad, so I decided to stay and watch Ha ha ha. Yeahhh again, wasting money -.-

Okay, that is all for today, My cats are here to say Hiiii :D

Thats just RUDE

2011-12-09T12:03:00.000+08:00

For the sake of my dignity, I would like to say that the person who wrote the gross word in my chat box was not me. Yes, that shallow minded person used my name because I guess her/his name is not as pretty as mine. Please, stop doing such nonsense thing to, not only my page, but others too. That is such an embarrassing act for a someone that have brain. Go and do something more benefit for yourself.

Sincerely, owner of this blog, Ismahyus.

Newborns here!

2011-12-05T18:04:00.003+08:00

Again, another kittens, white kittens. This time, there are only two of them. One of them with short fur with blue eyes, the other one, long hair with blue eye on the right and green eye on the left. We call this extraordinary kitten with two colours eyes, PUPPY. Yes, a kitten named, Puppy. Mainly because of the longer fur compare to the other one. The short fur, err we have not come up with anything yet. We usually give names to our cats spontaneously, sometimes based on their behaviours or maybe appearances. The short fur will just have to wait.

Puppy!

I wonder how the heck the eyes got different colours =.= Chomosome mutation maybe?

comot nyaa =.=

I wont be loving you two as much I love Simba, because Im tired of you guys punya kind leave me at the end =.=

Out and About!

2011-12-04T22:29:00.001+08:00

Its shopping-for-brother's Daaaaaaay !

First we started at Kuala Lumpur, Sogo. Mak managed to buy the white floral bedsheet she has been talking about for the last few days. Ha ha ha Then Ayah got really hungry that we stopped at the awesome Nasi Kandar Yaseen for late lunch or maybe an early dinner? Both I guess. After that, we drived to Ikea at Bukit Damansara. At first I thought I wanted to eat the meatballs but since we already ate earlier, I just have to forget about it :( All in all, I had fun going out the whole day with my parents and siblings. I cant even remember the last time I went out with them. My brother is going to be somebody's husband soon, so I wont be able to hang out with him like this anymore, or even imagine he still going out with me like this because it would be weird ha ha ha.

Nyonya Bakso, Scrumptious!

Malu tapi nak upload juga. Inilah akibatnya dah lama sangat duduk kat hulu, benda ni pun baru tahu :P

His 49th Birthday on Dec 2nd :)

2011-12-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

So how is it feels to be old eh? He he he Like you would say it, handsome-er eh? :P Anyway, ayah, thank you thank you and thank you like a million times for all the money you invest just for me. I know how that boarding school keep making me asking for your money. But I managed to save some of those money you invest for me ^^ You have been very generous, in any kind of way a dad would be towards his daughter. I love all those textes you sent to me during my SPM weeks. They really cheered me up :)

Anyway, for now, I hope my SPM results will turn out good so that I can make that as your birthday present :P But if it turns otherwise, well, then Ha ha ha you can forget about it. I wish you are happy with your life, which include mak, your son and daughters and your job. Im so happy that you finally achieved the most wanted post ;) I wish to be like you someday. You have worked so hard and I know that you deserve to be what you are today. Like Kak Mahdiah would say it,

You did not teach us how to live, You lived, and you let us watch you do it.

I looked back to how you lived before you even have a fixed job. You have been through lots. From the obvious, I could see it through the changes of your cars. Once I was a kid, you only be able to give us ride in a yellow van. Then I did not know what happened, but I still remember one day, out of the blue, you came home in a brown Proton Wira. Few days after that, you came home with a blue Alfa Romeo. And when we moved into a new house, you changed your car to Toyota Camry. It was one very comfortable car and I love it! But you said it costs a lot so you changed it to a classic Mercedes Benz but this time you bought along a black gigantic car, Storm. Then as usual, you changed again, to BMW. Ha ha ha Its funny when I tried to remember all the cars you used to drive. You have such an expensive hobby, I just realised, changing car. Ha ha ha But in that way, I can see how your life is changing to a better state.

You have lots of skills in yourself, too. Other than doing business, you manage to fix a door, the water pipe, the lamps, the electric plugs, and even the water tank(!) Im so proud to call you my ayah :) I wish, when Im big enough, I will get married to a man taht are capable in doing lots of thing, just like you. He he he. You taught me to stand on my own feet and stop relying on others.

Oh maan, I should have choose the first question for SPM english essay, the person you admire. I should have written about you like I do now! =.= Fyi, my SPM's essay is the worst essay so far. Whatever, not going to dwell on it. Like my father would say,

Rilek ler.. Its not the end of the world! Look ahead for tomorrow's exam pulak!

We would never miss soup of the day Haha

Muka lapar :O

I miss Kak Munirah :( (on the right)

Onion rings, we just wanted to compare the taste with Tony Roma's. Not much of the differences.

Run across american sampler!

Pear and Berry salad!

Of course we have scampi :D

Bourbon Street Catch of The Day

Mama grilled lamb rack, unfortunately, its too small for my big mouth family =.=

Finally after such a loooooooooooooong time, a picture of SEVEN of us ♥

HOW FAST!

2011-12-01T16:27:00.006+08:00

Telah diisyhtiharkan pada 30 November 2011, Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia bagi pelajar-pelajar aliran Sains,

TAMAT :)

Saya, Ismah Binti Yusmadi, tidak tahu untuk memberi komen kerana saya sendiri masih tidak percaya bahawa zaman persekolahan sudah tamat. Apakah ini realiti? :O Apakah ini hanyalah mimpi yang selalu dimimpikan oleh para calon SPM? Ha ha ha, whatever.

ITS FREAKING OVER OVER AND OVER :)

It feels weird to sit infront of this laptop and Im actually blogging, after oh so long! So today, I woke up to find myself in my own house! Dang, tak tahu happy ke sedih. Ha ha ha. But I was looking forward to what I am going to do today. And looks like my routine has just been set up! I will go and iron my dad's attire, wash the dirty clothes, hang the washed clothes, vacuum the house, wash the dirty plates, feed the cats ( Oh I hate the cats now) and not to forget later tonight, I will have to help my mom in the kitchen, wash the plates and most of all LEARN HOW TO COOK! :O Looks like,

I HAVE TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR THE ADULTHOOD LIFE !

That sounds freakishly scary and boring though. Im missing my high school life already :( I miss being childish and not having to think about anything but my study. BOO HOO. Although I dont feel the 'missing my friends' feeling, yet, but im sure I will in the future. Some of my friends are going for PLKN, and most of them got in PERAK. Ha ha ha. I guess they were meant to be in Perak. I wish to meet them before they turn black and skinny. He he he. Hopefully my parents will allow me to :) For those who are selected to go for PLKN,

HAVE YOUR BEST 1 MONTH OVER THERE :D

Anyway, my family is kind of really busy nowadays, with my brother's coming wedding. Fewhh. Lagi-lagi bila orang yang nak kahwin tu pun macam vague semacam, sighhh lagilah =.= (I meant my brother) He, now, is painting his room with new colours. Baby blue and white. He asked me to lend a hand, but I refused to. I just got back and you want me to paint YOUR room? Kalau my own room takpelah juga :P All in all,

IM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE BIG DAY, YEA BROTHER? HE HE HE

Okay, adios amigos and have a nice day.

Last post, until SPM ends

2011-10-30T00:07:00.004+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Im on downloading mission

2011-10-29T11:21:00.006+08:00

Here I am, at McDonald, eating nothing but only use the free wifi service. As you know, im out of exercise books and I dont think it worth a penny to buy a new one when SPM just around the corner. So I decided to download some trial papers form other states. I dont think the teachers would have enough time to discuss the answers for all the papers they gave us, so yeahhhh I also downloaded the answers. HAHA :D My house internet is so freaking slow that it really got on my nerve =.=

Anyway, I have not taken my breakfast yet and its already 11.30am. -.- Im freaking hungry okay but what to do, this is the punishment you get if you wake up late. Actually today, I woke the earliest compare to days before. Thanks to Kecik, I shockingly woke up to her call :)

So now, im waiting for all the files to be downloaded. Come on! Faster!

SPM IN TWO WEEKS.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM STARTING TO FEEL THE HEAT NOW :3

I didn't know that we have a Story Of Us

2011-10-25T00:44:00.003+08:00

WATHEEEEE?!!

2011-10-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

"It was our worst ever day. It's the worst result in my history, ever. Even as a player I don't think I ever lost 6-1. That's challenge for me too.I can't believe the scoreline. The first goal was a blow for sure but it was retrievable at 1-0. The sending off was a killer for us."

- Sir Alex Ferguson

Handsome Simba!

2011-10-23T14:41:00.001+08:00

Taken by my Uncle Yusseri, Superb lens!

Healthy Lifestyle!

2011-10-23T13:47:00.007+08:00

So my dad woke me up saying "Nak pergi jogging tak?" I was like, "Okaaay." but I continued sleeping. After half an hour I woke up again and saw my mom getting ready. I rushed to my room and changed into my sports attire. Then I remember about my sport shoes. "Danggg! I left it at my school!" So I ended up wearing my red adidas sneakers. Thank god its comfy enough for me to walk around. Not bad lah :)

Anyway, my mom didn't run because she thought she couldn't run but I know she could. She's once an athlete OK. Kan STF? Heee. So there were only me and my dad left to run. Its like a daddy and daughter thing, you know, running together and we even stop for a few times to take pictures. Awww right? :') Hahah Shockingly, I didn't feel thaaat tired as I expected. Its not that I didn't feel tired at all, I just thought I would be extremely tired since I have not run or even jog for more than a month! It felt good to, finally, got to run in an open air :) and not in SABDA school compound.

My dad did a great job in running. He keeps up with me pretty well :) For an old daddy I mean. HAHA Nahhh he's not that old lah. My dad is still young. At heart :P I got worried sometimes, when I heard him breathing so hard like he's gasping for more oxygen. Alhamdulillah he's doing just fine, my strong daddy ^^ We reached the end 20minutes earlier than my mom. We thought my mom got lost or something because you can get really confused by the place sometimes. But nahh, she's not lost at all. Infact, she even got the time to go into the Taman Rusa and taman apa lagi tah =.= My dad even got the chance to sleep while waiting.

After that, we went to Subway for breakfast :) Baru semalam makan beef sandwiches for dinner, today breakfast pun makan lagi sandwiches. Bacon and egg sandwiches! Nyummm :D The kind of life I have always wanted. A healthy and happy one ^^

Live a healthy life :)

Distraction as always

2011-10-22T23:44:00.006+08:00

I was studying peacefully until I remember about my camera, DOOOOOSH, I straightaway got distracted by it. I took the macro and zoom lens which haven't been touched by anyone for ages, (HAHA) and try them out for a few shots.

Breakfast for dinner! Yummm :D

Jelly Beans! 20 flavours! Awesome jelly beans!

Fish&Co Night

2011-10-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the awesome treat, Kak Tasneem! :)

I was ENCHANTED by it

2011-10-22T19:20:00.005+08:00

I never liked this song, I dont even get the melody of the song, until I heard about the story behind it. And my sister, Kak Tasneem made me listen to over and over again. Hahaha I think I like it :)

This is what I love about Taylor Swift. All her songs are about what the teenagers normally went through. Words she use shows how decent she is and havent it crosses your mind wondering why , from what we always heard about taylor's love story, it sounds like she is not beautiful and that she's having hard time in love but from what we see, she looks like someone who doesnt have any problem in finding love as she have a look of a beautiful princess? From her albums, I can see how deep her understanding about how the normal teenagers feel everyday about love and life. Her lyrics speak for us.

Taylor said that,

I wrote "Enchanted" about a guy who I was enchanted to meet, obviously. He was somebody that I had talked to a couple of times on email, and then I was in New York and went to meet him.

I remember just the whole way home thinking, "I hope he's not in love with somebody." It was just wonderful, that feeling. Like, "Oh my gosh. Who's he with? Does he like me? Does he like somebody else? What does it mean?" I got home and he had emailed me and said something like, "Sorry I was so quiet. I was just wonderstruck meeting you." And so I incorporated the word wonderstruck, into the song as a, "Hey this one's sorta for you."

Wish I could be with you right now

2011-10-21T23:17:00.005+08:00

Anyone has the right to miss whatever they want to miss. Its okay to miss your long lost grandparents. Its okay to miss your ex-bestfriend, although he or she had hurt you badly in the heart, and its even okay to miss your ex-boyfriend. We're humans, and humans do miss things.

In my case, I miss photographing. A thousand times a lot.

J-Lena

2011-10-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

I've been checking out about the Jelena nowadays and I don't know what had hit me that made me so addicted to them -.- Hahaha Im not a big fan of neither Justin nor Selena, I just love to them together. They seem like a best friend that fall in love with each other. And I love how that sounds :)

Kidnapped

2011-10-02T09:58:00.004+08:00

I got kidnapped by my own parents HAHA (1/10/2011)

It started out like this, my parents said that they wanted to take me out, I thought as in go for an outing with them, instead, by taking me out, they meant, by joining them staying in a hotel. I was vague at first but after some times, I started to get their message. So apa lagi? I rushed to the Aspuri and took my toothbrush and face foam, ONLY. I totally forgot about my pyjamas -.- So I ended up wearing baju outing for the rest of the day and night. Tapi tak busuk ye. Saya sentiasa wangi :) Anyway, Comel, Tasya and Blusher were with me too. When they found out that Im not going back to SABDA, they decided to do the same thing too. I was told that they stayed at Kurus's house HAHAHHAHAHA and Kurus was in SABDA. She's not even at home. Haha sporting betul parents kurus. They can actually accept their daughter's friends request to stay at their house even though their daughter is not even at home. IMPRESSIVE ^^

For a whole day, I spent my times with my parents :D We actually tour around Teluk Intan city. And it was my first time to be in Teluk Intan city at night. Menara Condong looked pretty with all the colourful lights. I shopped for my school stuffs at THE STORE and we had our pizza night at Bandar Baru :D Its been ages since I had my pizza. And to my suprised, while I was accompany my mom at the salad counter, I saw Nabila, Kecik's sister at SABDA. Used to. She moved out already. We talked and talked, chit and chat haha she looks great :) She even had her make up on. -.- Why do you need to wear make up to go to PIZZA HUT? Weird kan. haha

Anyway, I just found out that KHUNTORIA has already ended :( I just finished watch the last three episodes and oh myyyyy I cried a lot! My face was wet with non stop tears and my eyes were soggy. I even had blocked nose! How sad is that? Extremely saaaad. Their last memories together which was at Maldives was just sweeeeeet and the way they found out about their last episode was heart breaking moment. Victoria actually cried OKAAAY :/ Oh well, its not really the end of everything. In fact, its a whole new beginning for them to show their true feelings towards each other, IF they even have one.

KHUNTORIA, I'LL MISS YOU!

Best Virtual Marriage, yet HAHAHA

Merdeka Raya 2011

2011-09-18T11:57:00.003+08:00

Everyone looked fabulous and handsome as always :) Credit to Izi Halim, Razin and Afif!

Afiqah Shaharudin

2011-09-04T01:54:00.005+08:00

Do you prefer this...

OR THIS?! Even better huh *winkwink

Oh that doesnt matter, as long as you're my Kurus, I still love you!

So, Happy Birthday KURUS ! :)

Thanks for being such an awesome friend!

You are just awesome!

Hahah ♥

Its Sunday

2011-09-04T01:33:00.003+08:00

and this is the day where the nightmare begins, for me, for us.

Happy Eid Mubarak!

2011-08-31T02:13:00.005+08:00

Hi, Im Ismah Yusmadi,

Would like to wish you guys a great Eid Mubarak!

Hope you will have a blast moment on this blessfully day,

Surrounds with your beloved relatives and friends,

Take care and Have A Nice Day !

May Allah bless each and everyone of you out there :)

A Night at Tony Roma's

2011-08-26T01:12:00.003+08:00

Since last time I missed the chance to break my fast with my family at the Marche, tonight my dad brought us to Tony Roma's :D Dinner was great and I have a great time with my family. Despite the fact that I just found out about our annual dinner that had been officially canceled due to our faults too. I still had a great time.

Anion Loaf, full loaf!

A complimentary from Tony Roma :)

Kicking shrimp! Its kicking GOOOOOD :D

Salad, whatever its name is :/ Too much cheese I think. It becomes sour.

Salmon Picchata or something? Yummy goood :)

Ribs :D Superb!

Yusmadi's family motto : Nobody gets left behind. Including the food :P

After that, we went to Wilayah Mosque to perform our terawih. Usually when we pray at that mosque, we would do 20 rakaat. Unfortunately, we didnt know that tonight the mosque is only going to perform 8 rakaat since there will be a Tadarus Alquran afterwards. Hmm, takde rezeki. The witir was so good. I almost break into tears while listening to the imam recite doa during the doa qunut time. It was one long doa.

Macam first time datang je -.- haha

Why do I felt so sad? I just could not take my mind of all the problems Im facing right now. School stuffs. I got blacklisted by the school, for skipping school. They say Im going to be "gantung" after raya. And some even say that the teachers are so mad about it that they even take back their blessing upon those who went home early.

I was so suprised and scared that all I want to do now is, to be in school and meet the teachers and get their blessing. A teacher's blessing is one of the student's key to success. I didnt know its going to be this complicated. I just want to be home not because that I want to break my fast with my family because I know everyone wants the same thing too, so its not fair lah if Im the only one who got it. But the point is, I want to study and the school is giving me stress with all my trial marks being given out and the feeling of being home surrounds me, sighhhhh.

Dear teachers,

Im sorry if what I did hurt your feelings. I wish I could so something to fix everything back. Takpe kena gantung if thats what you want to do, but please, halalkan segala ilmu yang cikgu beri and berkatkanlah segala pelajaran saya. Infact, not only me, but my friends too. All of US. May Allah bless you.